Hi, I am posting today because I need to do a first proper blog before I can do one every week, sorry this is a kind of serious topic for me because this is something I have been struggling with for a year now.
I have Depression. I have a blackness in my soul that won’t go away. Whenever I have tried to tell other people, I have been called an ‘Attention Whore’. ‘A Bitch’. I was making progress and got one day clean but I couldn’t stop myself from cutting the next day. And the next. It’s out of control now.
I also have anxiety issues. Every morning before school, I wonder how I could stay home and not have to face my anxiety. When I do go to school, I am constantly fidgeting as well as trying to look normal and hide my scars.
I am worthless. I am stupid. I am an attention whore. I’m a slut. I’m a goodie two shoes. I’m a bitch. I starve myself.
I don’t know what to do. It’s getting out of control. Thats why I have posted this on my blog. I need help. I don’t know how to get it.
But random strangers who read this blog won’t care about me. No one cares about me. I am just a life form drifting around with no purpose.
What’s Your Say?
- How can I get help?
- Have you ever had depression or anxiety?
Bye, till next week
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